Brother Joshua
This may not look real to you , but the message is 100% real.
Believe and be Saved.
Try to understand life is not about YOU it is about Jesus Christ and your relationship with Him. He is your God as is the The Father and the Holy Spirit they are separate entities, but all three are ONE GOD. Do not try to rationalize this fact in your mind just accept in Faith.
Your free will , will determine your outcome, predicated on your choices.